thoughs of the summer

well, well, well, it's quite hard to judge how was my summer, i felt it just liked a dream; some of them were good, but some of them were nightmares!! things were so dramatic, that i didn't even catch it..
but i finally need to face the reality, don't i ? i wish that i can be a better person since the new term starts

The Biggest Lesson

neither learning how to love ppl nor being ms. nice but being brave

Promise Me

pls pls be my friend no matter what happens..
i don't wnat to lose it again...

My Father

well, i heven't talked too much about my father, not because i don't love him or any reasons but i don't know how to say something about him..

today when i came home after work in the restaurant, he gave me some money in secret and said 'you're an adult & you're supposed to leave some money just in case;i don't have much money to give you, so don't spend all of it.' i didn't say anything even a 'thank you'.. i don't know what should i say..

my father always gives me money in secret. i know he loves me; however, i don't really know how to react, maybe just because chinese culture; i wish i could say something to him..

Forrest Gump

last saturday i saw forrest gump in the hospital while i was taking care of vicky. the movie was quite meaningful, i cried without any reason and my tears were like stream..=P well, i should take photo then..

when forrest's mom was dying, she said 'Life is like a box of chocolates, Forrest. You never know what you're gonna get '.. yeah, i do agree, there are many possibilities in our lives, and we never know what would happened..

i remembered some day i had a talk w/ daniel about the quote, then he asked me, 'what should we do if we ran out of the chocolates?' i said 'buy a new one!!' sounds reasonable, deesn't it? i confess, it's a good question, ya, what whould we do if we ran out of the chocolates? well, i do believe that God would give us a new box of chocolates which is never run out and it would be in heaven and in the earth.