11 August, 2003

My Father

well, i heven't talked too much about my father, not because i don't love him or any reasons but i don't know how to say something about him..

today when i came home after work in the restaurant, he gave me some money in secret and said 'you're an adult & you're supposed to leave some money just in case;i don't have much money to give you, so don't spend all of it.' i didn't say anything even a 'thank you'.. i don't know what should i say..

my father always gives me money in secret. i know he loves me; however, i don't really know how to react, maybe just because chinese culture; i wish i could say something to him..

Forrest Gump

last saturday i saw forrest gump in the hospital while i was taking care of vicky. the movie was quite meaningful, i cried without any reason and my tears were like stream..=P well, i should take photo then..

when forrest's mom was dying, she said 'Life is like a box of chocolates, Forrest. You never know what you're gonna get '.. yeah, i do agree, there are many possibilities in our lives, and we never know what would happened..

i remembered some day i had a talk w/ daniel about the quote, then he asked me, 'what should we do if we ran out of the chocolates?' i said 'buy a new one!!' sounds reasonable, deesn't it? i confess, it's a good question, ya, what whould we do if we ran out of the chocolates? well, i do believe that God would give us a new box of chocolates which is never run out and it would be in heaven and in the earth.